Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Dysfunctional

I have ten drafts wating to post. All ten are three-quarters of the way done. Kind of like everything else in my life lately-not quite complete.
I have become one of those people that I hate - those people that say they never have 'time'. I hope there is a day when my job won't feel so overwhelming, and a day when I stop obsessing over insignificant details to the point of exhaustion.
But I'm just so tired. And I feel like maybe I wasn't that far off when I said in a previous post that I think the stability is killing my creativity.
Have I really become one of those people that needs something to go wrong to feel a rush of creative energy?

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