Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Why Do Birds Suddenly Appear

Here'e my horoscope from this morning. Stupid thing, why does it have to be so wise?


"You may think that time is running out, so you could get overly forceful in your search for happiness. But the greatest satisfaction may come from delving into the intensity of the uncomfortable places within your mind. Your tendency may be to avoid the darkness, yet this is where the treasures are hiding. Facing the unknown can catalyze the transformation of fear into love."

Monday, February 11, 2008

Deep Breath Out

It's my first post of 2008, and its only a month late.

I'm feeling better in waves. Some days are incredible high, when I realize I have great friends, and this city is really home to me now. Some days are awful, when I feel as if the floor is falling out from under me, and I can't keep track of the thoughts racing in my head.

I'm looking at the last post from 2007 and realizing that progress is in fact possible. He may still be there, but he's not in my head as much. I am contemplating the possibility of dating others. I wish I could live more recklessly than this, but this, for me, is progress.

I'll make New Year's resolutions later. For now, I'm just trying to live it.